FOLLOW UP:

April '97

Since begining treatment she needed the remedy in the 200C on three occasions and then in the 1M potency on four or five occasions.

Fear in the dark as if someone behind me. my house is big and it looks like a haunted house.

Try to control bad thoughts. Not trying to find bad qualities of others. The ego is a lot less; feel the other person equal. I think good thoughts ninety percent of the time.

Now I don't even feel myself degraded. Earlier if I heard that someone could do a thing well I would feel that I cannot do anything. Now I know that you can do something and I can do something else.

The attitude of positiveness is coming in me slowly.

Feel myself healthy. Jealousy totally gone. Feel a sense of equalism.

Now, no dreams. Peaceful sleep.

Anger has become less. I used to be jealous and so I was angry, and then I would feel like killing them. Now that is not there.

I used to have a dream that I had been lost in a jungle and someone had captured me and they are trying to harm me. Now I sleep for six hours and I sleep more peacefully.

More religious, but no fear of God. Even if He wants to harm me what can I do. But I will never miss a prayer. The day that I don't do a prayer my attitude is back to anger.

Still feel that there are two voices in me. But earlier would feel as if controlled by evil, now feel I am controlled by a good force. Earlier there was fear; now there is no fear. If I am idle there is someone talking inside of me.

Fear to be left alone, though less than before. The thought does come sometime that if all these people go what will I do ? Feel God will always be with me.

Hate animals, snakes. Eeks! Even if they are showing snakes on TV. I close my eyes. Human beings have no sense; they try to differentiate a male snake from a female snake. Don't even talk about snakes!

I had seen a movie in childhood where two girls had been put together with snakes. The dream that I have of being captured comes from there. Even after all these years I still remember. I feel like puking when I see snakes. If I watch horror movies I get very scared. I feel that it will happen to me. If I see someone's scarf flying I feel it is a snake. The feeling about the snakes is the same.

Craving for rice and potatoes is less, though I still love to eat these.

Asthma, knee pains better. Asthma intermittent but no major attack since two years ago. Presently asthma since yesterday because of unaccustomed work. I have become very active. If anything happens to my husband or children I cannot bear it. My world is so small. Even if they have a slight diarrhoea I become upside down.

I get panicky very fast, but on the whole I am much more calm.

Still very talkative, but I try to control myself.

Rash appeared following homoeopathic medicines, but better. Used to get rash from going in the sun, but now I am able to go in the sun.

My cold is totally gone. I used to get very bad colds from sitting under the fan; used to wake up sneezing.

The remedy was not repeated on this occasion.

She continues to follow up and intermittently gets attacks of breathlessness, though she has not had severe asthma. She does not get fearful dreams anymore. The remedy was repeated in the 1M potency last in October '98 when she had breathlessness, and she was immediately relieved with it.

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